its getting really cold, the kind that makes my arm ache on the inside, but i mean it's not horrible, at least it's above freezing. I got 2nd place in that recycled art contest i mentioned in my avian construct piece, spent some of the prize money today buying some inks and a metal portfolio briefcase, as well as plasticine clay and a new pallet. I guess yesterday or today was thanksgiving, whichever we arent doing or going anywhere, cleaning up the house and preparing for a yard sale is all. Summer needs to get here faster, I have a place to go and a person to see. Also at the bank the lady gave me 100 dollar bills when i tried to withdraw money and cash a check and i guess she got confused cuz she gave me the whole thing in cash what i wanted to deposit and by then i was fed up with her asking about my hair so i just left and now im stuck with bills i probly cant get change for anywhere but I'm not planning on buying anything so it's not a big deal i guess but frustrating, also i need to go to the dmv or something and get a new state ID. I really don't feel like being in public places lately, I get very anxious, and just look at the ground and get away as fast as i can from all these people. Today i had to go downtown to go to the art store and then to the bank, after that i hid in my jacket until i got home and then went to sleep, i'm about to go to sleep again, its near 5 am. goodnight